Speak and Spell
Trying some auto-transcription.
Testing 1, 2 3. I just want to see what this sounds like. Going to see if the transcription does a good job.
How do I stop it?
I don't really know.
Today, I've been really frustrated with my dyslexia.
Some days, I just can't seem to find the right rhythm of reading, and writing and not getting completely burnt out by it. So, I figure I should try doing a transcription app and I'm talking to it while letting it do the writing for me.
I don't know how this is going to work out, there may be some weird typos, but I ultimately think this is going to be a really good idea for me to get some words out on the page.
Funny enough, as I start to write this, I start to feel myself, relax, a little bit. I've just spent the last week at personality hacker, 's profiler training event, And as I return, I'm starting to feel like I have a lot of processing to do.
I've had a lot of great conversations with people taking on a lot of amazing content from my friends and from my,
Erase no reason.
Maybe I should just leave this awkward transfer transcription element in
And maybe you just have to decipher what it is. I'm trying to say
Look at that. It wrote out the word period. Wow. Anyway, I've been at this event all week, and there have been a lot of things happening and a lot to think about
But mostly because I've been taking in all of this stuff. Now, I need to do some processing and outwardly expressing, how I'm thinking and feeling about all of these things,
Even now it's like processing The Meta aspect of processing.
So where do I even start?
I just wrote about the excitement and great feeling of having people waiting for you in the lobby of the hotel to talk to
And now I'm processing. The other side of that, which is
Even though I'm an introvert, I don't like being alone and processing by myself, it seems like a paradox or maybe. I'm not an introvert. Who knows?
But there's a lot to sit with.
I think sometimes when you come home from events, like these ones where there is, such a dense amount of connection.
It can feel a little awkward to be back at home. It can feel awkward to know what to do next or because you get such a good feeling of connecting and being in flow that when you come home and you're not in flow, That it means there's something wrong.
I think a lot of it has to do with my work. I'm doing a lot of podcast editing. A lot of sitting, a lot of listening, a lot of waiting and I'm doing it by myself in my room. All day long.
There's a part of that, that, I just, that feels like I'm waiting until my death. And I don't like that at all.
Even though it's a little awkward to do this transcription stuff, it might actually be helpful for me to use this as an opportunity to let go and talk the way that I would maybe talk normally on a podcast.
When I first started this sub stack, it was because I was writing a book which I'm still working on and I was taking the opportunity to let my ego. Do the talking for some reason I stopped doing that.
I'm not sure why maybe life got a little bit too serious again. Mmm.
Maybe I just got too caught up in work.
I'm a big believer that contrast Reveals All Things. And I think once I got to experience a lot of flow, this week, I'm coming back to not much flow.
And that's a bit of a jarring, feeling.
Not quite in the personal sense, but it's really in my work.
So, I'm needing to figure some of that out.
Strangely, all of my processing feels like it's a lot of emotional stuff. Something really clicked with me this week, around my shadow work and the word entitlement I've never really liked being called entitled.
And I'm usually triggered when someone is behaving that way.
I think this is because I really want to be able to be more of a diva to be more of a brat too. Really go for what I want and be expressive about it.
And as a result, I think I've held myself back quite a bit from what I actually want to do the amount of creativity. I actually want to bring to my daily work.
So perhaps I'm feeling a little stifled. And I need to remedy that.
I love making music. I love making art. I like writing, despite my dyslexia. And if this whole notes app thing works out, then I can keep going and I can do some writing. Without having to send my dyslexia in overdrive. And effectively get all of the expressing out that I need to do.
So, this is just the first attempt at Auto transcription and seeing how this goes wit hout having to edit too much. So far, it seems okay. And we'll see where this takes us.